I haven't seen this friend of mine yet often I imagine all his expressions...
I haven't spoken to him recently, but many times, I hear his thoughts...
We never seen each other in person, however, there's a feeling of oneness that we feel as if we knew each other... that we care each other and we treasure each. there's a feeling that his important to me..., distant, yet there's a feeling of a lasting friendship.
He'd informed that he had that feeling. however, I never did tell him that the feeling is mutual.
I chose not to tell him so that we could keep the situation on that level. I am keeping the feeling so that we will be on guard. There are lots of reasons why... but the main reason I have is the truth that literally we never know each other that much and the fact that we never seen each other in person yet. Yeah, I'm afraid also... there are lots of fear but I know its normal for this situation. But I'm making myself learn to master to accept whatever happens after when the time that we see each other.
Right now I'm teaching myself to keep my feet on the ground. :)
