Step on your dream

Under the blue sky, a cold and chilly morning my eyes stared and saw a lot of happening around me. At my left, I saw an evergreen place which we could only see at edited pictures of computer software. At my right I saw numerous animals such as lambs, squirrels, wild deer and almost all four-footed animals are on that side eating the greens they could find and drinking the sparkling water of the river mountain. I laugh at the little deer who tumbled down when he made a mistakes. It's as if the small deer saw me laughing, he seemed shy and hide behind his mother who drinks the water on a small channel of the river.

And i smelled the fragrance of Jasmine , Rose and chamomile that is around me. I searched the source and when i turn around, I found there the the flowers I smelled. Flowers are so multitude that I am having difficulty in distinguishing the fragrance my nose sense. I couldn't stop my eyes to consume all the things around me for I seldom see this view for we do know that modern life eats up what has been the true beauty God had given.

As I touch the soft petals of the flowers, I couldn't stop thinking why the said place hasn't been known to me. This really is a breathtaking scenery that a photographer, or any individual like me wants to watch and fill your eyes with everything you can see.

Because I can't be satisfied of what's within my grasp, I started to walk on the grass with dew drops on it that made my feet and the him of my skirt wet. nevertheless, i still go on and busied my hands in touching the flowers and breathing the cool wind that touches and made my hair fly. while I'm walking, I then found a section of the field where you can see a sunny area. Curious, I then took that path to check what is in that are. I walk and walk and... And there I found what I have been dreaming of. It's not clear yet but I know it where I should be. I have seen a difficult and winding road. The result of my choices are in every end of the road I have seen. Perplexe by just looking at those paths infornt of me.. but I have this feeling that even those roads were difficult to take, I have this feeling that I know ai can be successful and will be able to reach the end of the roads that will lead me to help gaze the clearer view of the things ahead.

With full of vigor and determination, I lift my right foot to start taking the path ahead...

Ring...ring..ring...

My alarm goes off. Telling me it's time to wake up and start the day.

That's when I step my feet on the choices of my life.

thriving public

as I went out today from the four corners of my usual comfort zone, I'd seen different kinds and types of people buzzing the streets. Each has their own goals and plans in life. Some take pacing so fast and others are just taking their time to spend strolling. Each has their own thinking of what will be the life will be, and ahead of them.

Life on earth is such an unpredictable thing for all of us. At times, because we thought we plan things out, we think we know what will happen but most of the times things goes out of our control. This leads us to believe and have faith to the one who has the power over things, that's when we see things in a positive note, or leads us to be confuse, be indespair and mock heavens because of our misfortunes. That will depend on what we'll choose  at the oppurtune time.

Life may bring things which may discourage us, nevertheless, let us not stop thriving to go on hoping, building and creating the life we dreamt of because that's what life is all about.

Yes... there might be chances wherein we may not finish what we opted to do and we started, the best note on that is we tried our best to make it. Though we can't finish it, at least we started it.

 We don't have forever in this life to finish everything we want to be done. If that's the case, then let the next you in the future be the one to continue what you've started. And if the next you can't finish it, then the third generation of you be the next to do it and so on and so forth 'till it'll be finish.

You might not be present at that moment when everything became reality, but you can proudly say, to where you are at that moment, that you're the one started it or you're part of it.

Now, let's go back and see the thriving public in which we became and still a part of it. Can we distinguish ourselves to others? Are our thriving worth living for? Can we say that we're proud and could find consolation, if not assurance, that being part of such public would mean we live a life worthwhile of future claim. If we can't see that... then I guess we should stop for awhile and think. It isn't late yet to start all over again, if not start a new.

Self or Selfless? Correct or Righteousness?
Choose the way.


Please lend me this... Kindly help me with this... can you treat me...
Share something for me... I'll do this but you need to exchange it with this and that...
I have work this for you, so you'll do things for me too.

me...me... barely hear the words just like, I'll do it for you or it's for you no big deal, It's out of my love and I'm not expecting things in return (a sincere statement).

We seldom hear somebody selflessly giving oneself for somebody. We usually knew people and news that talks about things waiting for things in return, it might be the same or more than what they'd done. We seldom see people do things out of love, out of what the heart dictates, or doing something good because it's a joy for them to help others. Mostly, one is force to do good.

Poor world... It became rich of people focus on satisfying ones desire to flourish self satisfying goal. Not knowing that selfless giving will make one feel a joy which we could compare, and actually it is, to eternal bliss.

It's hard to think that the picture of the world today is what is being describe earlier. That's why when news talks about selfless sacrifice of an individual, it's a great news to listen too but we can still hear somebody say that that human being made a wrong step to life. See, what happened to him.

This connotes that human race mind were short of determining the values a race should have. We just usually and normally fall or choose the correct values,  not minding that we should not be contented of just selecting the correct one but rather prioritizing the RIGHTEOUS VALUES one should have.

Anyway, it's not a shocking to note how one thinks of things that way because... we're human being who wears a mortal body that feels and knows what is hurt, anger and damnation means.

But I still believe, people change into what's better because learning never stops until one is still kicking and breathing the life one received.

I still have faith on the man whom God made in his own likeness and image.

The Reality that saddened me

As I'm typing this blog today, my heart is saddened by the truth that what I dreamed to have wouldn't be real: now, tomorrow or soon. We're just Soul Mates but not real partners in life.

My heart cries that my hopes wouldn't be realize (even thought I started to take my own path away from it; to forget the feelings and the magic I've seen and felt and continue living my life) but there is the still voice and hope that things would be as what I’ve dreamed to be. I'm saddened on the truth that was laid in front of me. I am sad of what good my painting of our life would be if we really are to seal the fate with rings, I do's and commitment for life. I'm distraught with the reality that our path weren’t really meant to intertwined with each other ‘till we get older. I’m dismayed with the truth that I wouldn’t able to end the story I’m planning to tell to everyone all about…  It’s happy moments, the magic of waiting for the right moment, the proper touch on things divine, the beauty and wonder of love. I’m saddened really.

This was what life is all about. We might not want to accept what is being given to us because we wanted to dwell on thing we had on the past life, but we need to move on. Pity on the beautiful future I’m hoping we both take to shed light to the next generation what’s best to do. Pity on my heart which expects too much from things. Pity on you too for you won’t be able to experience my sweet endearing love and care which I wanted to shower upon you.

How to know if you're IN Love, the real one

1. He's the first and the last person in your mind.

At the time that you wake, the first name you had in your mind or the first person you see in your imagination is Him/ Her... then that is one among the signs you love, care and important to you

2. You keep on checking his/ her facebook account.

when you have the opportunity or even during busy moments you eventuallytake a time to check on his/ her account. Checking if he/she logged in last night, what are the new post he had, did click on the like button or comment to anybody else. There were points where you will asked yourself, "Why is it that he wouldn't leave any comment or just like the button for any status or post you had. and you became jealous of your friends because he/ she did participate on their postings.

Thus it breaks your heart, but when she/he did like a post... even once only... your heart swells and make your smile widen neglecting the possibility of having muscles cramps due to the entire day your lips kept the sweet smile.

3. Your heart leaps with joy when he/she texted you.

It makes you wonder and fight within you if you'll be drafting and sending him/her a text just to give him/ her reason  (or you) to communicate with each other. But when he/ she's the one who texted you out of the blue, what a joy it creates within you. You seem like your floating in the sky and all the people around you will be amaze 'cause even situations is worse, you still are cool headed person... and the only text  he/she'd is " hello there, God bless your day." And the worst part is  it's only a forwarded message...

But hell... whatever it is as long as you received a text from him/her

4. Reminiscing the past

When you aren't busy, the usual thing you do is to remember the moments where you talked, you meet, you dine with friends or the simple things as you seen him/ her (unconscious and you aren't sure if it's you) smile at you. Remebering those makes you elated, inspired and happy the whole day.


5. Missing / wanting him/ her

wanting to see him/ her everyday is your dream. There were times that you really want to see or meet him just to talk, chit-chat or to be with him/ her counts a lot for  you. And sometimes you feel like your day i s not enough because you didn't see/ talk or just texted or PM him/ her..

There were points where in you feel like you're sick because your aren't inspired, nor you aren't complete because his/her presence weren't  felt by you.

6.  Making future plans

During vacant time or when future is mentioned, you start to plan about what would your future like. you create dreams of a flourished house, a vacation trips, a dignified dates or anythings... and your not just alone... you include him/ her on those plans. making him/her your partner in life, your hero, or just simply the cuddling moment or kissing moments which tickled all your senses.

Life's Complications

While thinking about what to share here; while I’m experiencing a quarrel with somebody, while I watched Tangled where Rapunzel, the lady protagonist, sings and a line that she mentioned says, "What is this life? Up where will they go.” I was made to ponder what life is all about. Encounter lots of things that made us cry, made us regret, made us decide, and made our heart break into two. We toiled, we worked hard, we exerted so much effort just to fight and go on with this life. And at the end, we still made things in vain and everything seems so meaningless. I remember that Solomon stated this line in the bible, “Meaningless, Meaningless… everything is meaningless.”  Why? Why everything is meaningless? We’re trying to fix everything but still everything is meaningless. Maybe even this piece of writing is also meaningless.

Oh! Life really has so much in it. We don’t know where things lead us. We try to work things out, but most of the times we fail. We tried to beat odds, tried to battle everything that comes our way, there were times we go with the flow but still everything comes and resulted to meaningless things. We overcome, but there’s still a point in our life we thought of it as nothing because we also went through to another thing we need to overcome. Just like the saying that goes, “Our lives are like a candle in the wind.”, that you tried to light that said candle and you had difficulty on doing it because you only have one match stick left but the wind blew it off. Everything change, our friends left, our life alter. If I kept on stating everything we could think negative about this life… this page is not enough to contain everything.

Grandma Moses said, “Life is what we make it, always has been, always will be.” Yeah, I totally agree with that statement. Everything in our life, the results or outcome, the way we handle and take it depends on the way we deal with it. Even if things in your life goes down to the deepest pit of nowhere, but when you knew that everything has its reason, everything has its function and you received them in a way that will make you to push through with life even if a wall or big mountain already hinders your path, those are just nothing to you because you do know, that life is like an onion, you peel it off one layer at a time that sometimes you were taken aback because your tears already blurred you sight but .

They said its okay to cry when things like these happens, however better smile because things like that happens in your life. This means that you are mature enough in that level, that you know already how to handle such situation.

A quote says, “Life is the first gift, love is the second and understanding is the third.” This means that you need to have those ingredients to make your life rolling. One said already that Life is simple, but it is not easy. You will really feel all the various feeling in this life because everything really needs to be faced and be encountered by an individual like us.

“Life isn’t worth living unless you’re willing to take some big chances and go for broke.” It might lead you to where you don’t think you’ll go but HELL! The most of it you fight and go on with life. If it’s meaningless, then so be it, the best thing there is you did know it’s meaningless, or worthy, because you reach the end than staying at the entrance, or at the middle of this life and are left hanging and wanting, dreaming and desiring to know what’s at the end of everything. 

Expressing Love

I happen to read this story and was touch at the moment I read it. It reminds me on how important it is to tell to people, specially love ones, how they are treasured. At times we tend to neglect and think that they knew we love them. That we forget the fact that we need also to tell them how much they are cared every time.

Life is too short. Thus, we need to always affirm to them every time that we love them. We'll make them know what we feel and make them hear it out from us.

Here's the story:

" My father is not the expressive or hugging type of a guy. But I recall as a child, that he showed his love to me the only way he knew best-he walked me in the park and we simply talked.

A few months ago, Dad was trying to fix a light bulb in the garbage area. Standing on a chair for greater reach, he lost his balance and went crashing down. His head hit the concrete floor and he was brought to the hospital. Doctors needed to operate on his brain because of blood clots. The gravest blow while he was confined in the hospital was severe pneumonia so he was hooked up to a respirator. We were directly told that he could go anytime.

I looked at Dad's ashen face and whispered in his ear, "I Love you , Dad!"

That was when he regained consciousness for few minutes. He looked at me with so much sadness in his eyes, raised one hand, touched my cheek and tried to hug me. He seemed to be bidding farewell. For both of us it was like clinging to eternity.

My father get better after several months. And hug him more often now."

... This story is not just for the Fathers and sons but for all of us. That letting our love ones know how much they are valued is necessary to make life appreciated.

I remember one time when a wife shared to us her story about how important telling and hearing the words I love you's is. She said that her day is always as ordinary just like what we have. However, when her husband will tell her the magic words, she said, everything went to an extraordinary day. She narrated and reminded us on how we figure out what is a hands-on mother is, she said that she's just like that. Taking care of the house full of mess, house chores and responsibility to set the house in order. And if we visualize a mother, she said, she's not excuse because she too is like that, a woman who shouts at home, angry and wear a tired face even before the day ends. That's how her everyday routine is . But she said, when she heard those words, she elaborately told us that everything in the house, the works and other things, is nothing because she felt like floating. That fireworks brighten her surrounding. And she added that you won't be able to notice that you already finish all the work at home because of the smile that was on her lips.

That real story of the wife tells us that even if those three words, "I love you", only are the words spoken by people, life will surely be so wonderful. This could esteem an individual to view everything around him differently and not just that, everyone will have a happy disposition and that will make an awe-inspiring world to live with.

If that's a kind of people, positive thinkers and wears smiles on their lips, live in this world that we have, we could really imagine a peaceful world. Isn't it wonderful to live in that kind of world? What do you think?

Well, I know changing the world is so big. Maybe we are to start with a single step first and that is to start in our own backyard, in our own family. Until there will be such a time that the entire humanity will be able to follow the trend we'll set.

Love you my dearest! :)